Stupid abortion

I just saw a video in facebook
really SUCK !!


Abortion
Before when i know i have baby already
and when i know have baby in my stomach that time
the baby have 5 month already
at that time i really have think dun want the baby

but when i think he should kill really sad
and he still have a life
if really want to kill him
is really pity

just saw the video is about abortion
start is let us see all the baby
after explain and show us how they do the surgery
help baby tear apart the baby limbs then slowly to take up in the mother stomach
the baby head clip broken ( can see the baby brain out )


is really SUCK !!
but can let all the girl know dun easy to kill your own baby
he is living !! is u kill your own baby
mean that u are a murderer !!
DON　BE CRUEL


if i was do that now i really cant see what my baby is
and the baby is really pity
when he appeared in this world
you can see he really cute
lucky i never do that for my baby



i love my baby^^
He was so cute
muackx ♥

Hear Me Cry

you couldn't say
needed someone new
you actually thought
deep inside i knew
can you tell me how can you say
why this should suffice
you passed me by
and your heart as cold as ice (you passed me by)
did you see me cry (did you ask yourself why)
did you see me cry (did you ask yourself how)
can you hear me cry (did you ask yourself)
will we ever grew apart
you, you couldn't say
needed someone new
and you actually thought
deep inside i knew
i wonder where we will go
will we be the same (you passed me by)
i laugh inside i think of you
and the love we made (you passed me by)
tell me why this should suffice

Because of love

Because love, so I believe that

Try not to think about things that are not happy

Try when nothing happened no

I believe there is love between us

Hope that no any attempt to conceal
Hope that there is no betrayal
Hope that no quarrel
Hope that no one indifferent
Hope that no lie


Because it is really love, I choose to believe that



I love you ♥ forever

Nothing

有些事情在我心里藏了很久
每一天都在想同样的事
感觉很无奈 无言


有些事想说出来却又不知怎么开口
也不应该说出来吧
免得有些事情又会改变
在你的生活里 我真的不是很了解你的事
但你对我的事却都知
每当有人问起有关你的事
我真的不知怎么回答
只好微笑而代过


一时在家的我真的会怀疑
在家 什么事都不清楚
对你一时也会变得冷淡 气你
试着控制自己
想了也觉得多余跟无聊
但脑里会起了疑心
对不起
真得很讨厌这样的自己
拿自己来烦的 ishh..


当我在对自己发泄吧~.~


但愿一切都维持原状
没有任何改变
这样就足够了


Nothing changed
before the same in my heart ♥

30 days on the 10 day

Today is a boring day
hmmx..
actually everyday also boring at home
but today just me and my baby and my puppy at home


now only 10 days
still need tahan 3 week..
very boring boring
everyday eat the same thing
everyday do the same thing
everyday think the same thing


cant wash my hair
cant drink cold water
cant eat fruit
many things is cant
aiskk=.=


everyday just sleep a few hour
need keep fit also..
cant see my body really fat..



TAHAN
tahan more 3 week..i was free lak..!!!!!!!!!!!

Distressed

Baby born is a happy thing
but..
my puppy
when i saw her im really feel distressed


when i come back home the first day
she was very pity
she not really have people sayang already
because the baby cant near by the hairy dog
so when she near by baby sure get scold


yesterday baby sleep with me
before my puppy also sleep with me
now she cant sleep with me
and my room she also cant go in
then she keep at out side my room claw the door
her voice very miserable
really pity
her bed her everything like what also no already


midnight she bangsai cincai
anywhere also have her shit
her bangsai like water
so let my family scold and hit
morning and afternoon also same keep bangsai water
somemore still vomit dun want eat
my mum dun want bring her go see doctor because need take care baby
i cant go out also
see her keep let people scold and hit
saw her pity face look with me
my heart really pain
when thinking she was very pity
my tears would be come out


then i call my cousin to take her go see doctor
i think she is because is us away from her already
make her get sick
i plan want to put her at my cousin there will more better
at least not always let people scold and hit~
haixx

Welcom to the world ♥

200210 the date is my baby come to this world the day
this my cute baby ♥


He have a big eyes
He have a prominent nose
He have a small mouth
Both is like dady ♥




SHARE MY EXPERIENCE ~

when the first day i go hospital check
because my period is coming
my stomach and my waist have a bit start to pain
bt still havent want to born the baby
so i need to stay at the hospital wait
after midnight 2.30a.m my stomach start very pain
is super pain and come many blood
then call the nurse
nurse bring me go to the maternity
that time the doctor ask me dun want to push the baby first
because im still not yet ready to born the baby
need to tahan
but really hard tahan because that time really pain feel want to crazy
after i have ready to born the baby
i was push it 3.12 a.m my baby is come out already
finally he came to this world
when i saw him i'm really feel happy and relax
welcome to my baby came in this world ♥


i love you baby ♥ u really so cute