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最近我心情都好复杂好不开心哦

所以选择回来这里

至少我有个地方可以说出我的心情

说真的 我之前是有想过要分开

可是在他病了在医院的那个时候

他不在我床边的时候 我是真的真的好想他

又好想 又好担心

我才知道原来 我不能离开他

不过它应该都是不知道的吧

因为我在他面前

就是不会表现得出来

但这几天都觉得很痛苦

不知道为什么

他好像已经不一样了

之前的坏感觉都回来了

水龙头就开始坏了 关不起来

狮子座的确是很悲观 爱胡思乱想

我真的不知道要怎么做

到底是因为什么事

而导致我们之间有了一道很厚的墙

对他

说话了 又不理不睬

靠近你 又叫我走开点

你的事 还要别人来告诉我

我却都不知道

觉得我好像什么都不在乎

但他就是不知道我在乎的是什么

到他出去做工了的时候

我还能拿什么来跟他维持这段感情啊

我要怎么说

要怎么做

Worry U

I was really worry u now
when i look at u im really heartache
see u so suffer


just now when u finish ur operation
i see u
u..
u look so pity and suffer
i really feel want to cry at there
but cant
i hope i can stay with u there
but they dun give me
and u still faint sleeping havent wake up

i was REALLY SO WORRY YOU
when i think about ur face my heart is really pain
tear will be shed their
I'd rather lay in bed is me~aiskk


i miss u so much
i miss u stay with me
i miss u talk with me
i miss u everything is be with me


hope u can faster recover
i will always acc u and beside u
wait u wake up here
miss you~ worry you

Stupid abortion

I just saw a video in facebook
really SUCK !!


Abortion
Before when i know i have baby already
and when i know have baby in my stomach that time
the baby have 5 month already
at that time i really have think dun want the baby

but when i think he should kill really sad
and he still have a life
if really want to kill him
is really pity

just saw the video is about abortion
start is let us see all the baby
after explain and show us how they do the surgery
help baby tear apart the baby limbs then slowly to take up in the mother stomach
the baby head clip broken ( can see the baby brain out )


is really SUCK !!
but can let all the girl know dun easy to kill your own baby
he is living !! is u kill your own baby
mean that u are a murderer !!
DON　BE CRUEL


if i was do that now i really cant see what my baby is
and the baby is really pity
when he appeared in this world
you can see he really cute
lucky i never do that for my baby



i love my baby^^
He was so cute
muackx ♥

Hear Me Cry

you couldn't say
needed someone new
you actually thought
deep inside i knew
can you tell me how can you say
why this should suffice
you passed me by
and your heart as cold as ice (you passed me by)
did you see me cry (did you ask yourself why)
did you see me cry (did you ask yourself how)
can you hear me cry (did you ask yourself)
will we ever grew apart
you, you couldn't say
needed someone new
and you actually thought
deep inside i knew
i wonder where we will go
will we be the same (you passed me by)
i laugh inside i think of you
and the love we made (you passed me by)
tell me why this should suffice

Because of love

Because love, so I believe that

Try not to think about things that are not happy

Try when nothing happened no

I believe there is love between us

Hope that no any attempt to conceal
Hope that there is no betrayal
Hope that no quarrel
Hope that no one indifferent
Hope that no lie


Because it is really love, I choose to believe that



I love you ♥ forever

Nothing

有些事情在我心里藏了很久
每一天都在想同样的事
感觉很无奈 无言


有些事想说出来却又不知怎么开口
也不应该说出来吧
免得有些事情又会改变
在你的生活里 我真的不是很了解你的事
但你对我的事却都知
每当有人问起有关你的事
我真的不知怎么回答
只好微笑而代过


一时在家的我真的会怀疑
在家 什么事都不清楚
对你一时也会变得冷淡 气你
试着控制自己
想了也觉得多余跟无聊
但脑里会起了疑心
对不起
真得很讨厌这样的自己
拿自己来烦的 ishh..


当我在对自己发泄吧~.~


但愿一切都维持原状
没有任何改变
这样就足够了


Nothing changed
before the same in my heart ♥

30 days on the 10 day

Today is a boring day
hmmx..
actually everyday also boring at home
but today just me and my baby and my puppy at home


now only 10 days
still need tahan 3 week..
very boring boring
everyday eat the same thing
everyday do the same thing
everyday think the same thing


cant wash my hair
cant drink cold water
cant eat fruit
many things is cant
aiskk=.=


everyday just sleep a few hour
need keep fit also..
cant see my body really fat..



TAHAN
tahan more 3 week..i was free lak..!!!!!!!!!!!